Wednesday, January 10, 2007
listening to: never let you down by frankie j ft. krayzie bone&lazyie bone
feeling: pathetic.
isn't it amazing how quickly things manage to spread around brunei? people manage to know things that are going on in my life that i'm not even sure about yet, things where i don't even know where i stand on.
although it's a trivial matter, it gets to me. one of those little pet peeves of mine, right up there with "
lol" and "
same difference". i know most people don't mean harm and unknowingly are getting all up in my business (yo, niggeratchi), but if they would just stop being so absorbed in others' lives and concentrate on their own, then maybe living in brunei wouldn't be as hard as it is.
of course i'm just being the drama queen that i usually tend to be, acting as if my life is amazingly hard. "i mean, starving kids in africa? pffft, try having your mom on your ass about homework." and though i'm being a hypocrite, i detest people like that. the self-absorbed ones. pretentious bastards.
arriving home from school today, i was greeted with the most adorable sight out in my garage. apparently my neighbour's cat had decided that she should bestow the honour of having her kittens and her reside in our garage. and do i mind? hell no. seeing two little fat bundles of fluff every morning will just place that huge dorky grin on my face as i absent mindedly wander to go to school. sadly though, i won't be able to keep any of them because firstly, they're my neighbours and secondly, because "miss chubchub princess of the saxon abode" (that fat cat that bosses me around) would be extremely jealous.
"gonna fuck up your ego, silly boy. i'll make you cry."speaking of which, i just so happened to cry today due to
tina. we happened to be chatting online before she had to jet off to uni and discussing all the high points and memories of the past month and how she kept hearing all our voices in the airport, resulting in me bursting into tears.
wow, i'm so sad. haha, fuck you. no. seriously. fuck you. hahaha.