Friday, July 07, 2006

listening to: speeding cars by imogen heap.
feeling: at ease.

mom and dad are currently out right now, buying screws.





..yeah anyway, yesterday i was meant to wake up early to go out for a breakfast type thing with mom, but yet again i managed to wake up in the afternoon, so i spent the day bumming around the house til cyn called up and reminded me that we had church class, something we both didnt want to go to.. so instead, her mom let her skip it in the end and i set off for gadong whilst cyn, who was meant to join me there, had to wait home for her stepsister, mary, to come home.

i arrived in gadong and went to weststreet where beb was waiting with sof, ansari, yaya, adul, soph and some other people. we then all just went to coffeebean where we met up with loads of other people such as tat, shaheen, adam, nyan, and godknowswhoelse because i forgot. anyway, then beb and i went off to wrestle azim away from his initial d game and we were all laughing and just having fun in the arcade til azim and i went off to maccers to get some grub.

we were just eating there, laughing at people and talking when beb joined us and we all had fun chatting, then azim went off to get some things for later on the night and beb and i went up to west street and chillaxed there, greeting more people who passed by that we knew. then i watched beb kick more arse at the arcade and by this time, the mall had literally shut down because it was 11 and since i needed to get home and shower, we met up with azim by his car, hung out around there for a bit then blasted the music and went back home.

they dropped me off at home and then i went inside and hung out with mom and dad infront of the tv and then they went to bed and i got ready to go out whilst texting cyn at the same time.. then i set off and beb and azim came and picked me up. we discovered the worlds first square-about and did some singing in the car and then we vroomvroomed off to azims where we collapsed on his bed and watched "it's all gone pete tong" and "deuce bigalow, male gigalo". after making azim cook for me, we all eventually we passed out on the bed and fell asleep until i woke up at 7 and we all jolted up and then raced back to mine with the music blasting.. as usual. sorry, people who we wake up!

so i got back home, all safe and sound and then just went to bed til 3 pm, when mom woke me up to tell me that she and dad were going out. im meant to be in gadong with cyn right now, but too lazy to go, whooops.

anyway, the tv calls me and a masterpiece is never completed. adiiios~

"and the rush of adrenaline as i slowly open my door to reveal a night of excitement, courses through my body like a jolt of crackling electricity. i slowly make my way down the dark stairs and quietly tread through the sleeping house til i reach the exit that is my saviour. gently cracking open the back door, i slide through the gap that i have created and with a burst of fear, run out of my garden and onto the road that surrounds my house. the energy that soars through my blood as fast as a speeding bullet, increases with every careful step that brings me closer to the car.

once on the way towards our destination, we all feel the timed beats, pounding into our bodies through the seats of the car, which rushes by darkened buildings and increases in speed until the outside world is just a blur and all we own is in that car. us, ourselves and the music. the high pitched and repetitive techno beats, the music to our ears, is loudly audible to the outside world, but only we feel the adrenaline that accompanies it. we're all lost in our own thoughts, yet sharing the same moment at the same time. the glowing ember that is their cigarettes, slowly burns down, brightly contrasting with the early night and as they take one last drag of it and carelessly flick it out the window before sipping on the alcoholic concotions in the other hand, we realise that this, this rush, this excitement, is what keeps us going, is what we live for. the night that follows, thats unfolded for us, our night, is a secret, seared into only our minds to indulge in."

.dee