Monday, July 03, 2006

listening to: all good things (come to an end) by nelly furtado ft. chris martin.
feeling: out of it.

okay so today i got woken up by a text from hamish, asking if i was going to the gyn and we were all going to until we realised that it opened at 2, not 12.. so we ditched that and instead, cynthia and i decided to go to gadong. so at around 3, we arrived in gadong and just spent the whole day chilling out and having our girly talk. we saw adam, nyan and other people and also met up with chris, who joined us later on in the evening. we made the best drinks too. *chuckles* we also saw a cute boy and were so so mean to azim. HAHA -- nevermind.

arrived home, went online and then watched some tv.



.. then went online again and talked to him. at the moment, only one person knows what him and i talked about.. and that's cynthia. haha but then again, i tell her everything. (: we fought, we made up, we resolved. [me and him.] its amazing how hard you can fall for a guy after one particular incident. im still wary about it though because of all the insecurities and paranoia that comes with liking somebody. he did stick by me through that period though [haha. period. ironic.] and after talking today.. we got a lot of things sorted out and the conclusion is that i shall wait and wait for a year. somehow, and surprisingly enough; i want to. im okay with it. yes, the addition of particular allowances for needs is a major bonus.. it's still a huge-ass step. but he'll be back on holidays and a year isn't that long. time flies by when you're having fun. we've still a long way to go and a lot to discuss, but today was definitely a milestone for moments.

.. its only just hit me how serious we've gotten. oops.

anyway, til next post. adios.

by the way..





.dee