listening to: pate pate by te vaka.
feeling: serene.
i have discovered hula music.
haha nah its just for the dance that
amelia,
cyn and i will be performing next year. but still, somehow its uplifting.
teen pregnancies happen to be in abundance at the moment and as some close people will know, i take personal fear in that happening to me for particular reasons. the question that
david and i were discussing throughout chemistry in place of solubility and saturations lessons, was
"abortion or no?". his point of view was that although he's anti-abortion, he would see how they could abort when our age and understands it. for me, i choose abortion. free will, right? although many of you will consider a baby a blessing
[and some naught], the real question would be "is the girl ready?". yes, it is possible to hand the baby into somebody else's care, but the child would have to grow up with the knowledge that they werent wanted and it's not like we have enough people in the world already. ok, so we gotta consider the child too, i mean for all we know, we could be killing a future world leader//genius and possibly endangering the future of mankind but in my opinion, its the upbringing that matters, not who the child's parents are or so on. i don't know, thinking about this issue makes me paranoid and freak out a lot. eeps. besides, i think that yes, if i were to ever have a child, i would opt for an adoption.
[please period, come soon. come soon. just to stop paranoia. you NEVER know, okay, people?!]so, i saw
sof yesterday and we just had the long chat and then today i saw
ridhwan, my buttdae-buddy. it was awesome seeing his curly mop of hair and happy skip-walk, plus the finding out that he's staying here to go to school, was a major bonus. then after school,
eze came to give me back my handbag which
bebs had been rummaging through. haha, stupid ass. sushi night soon or something. unfortunately eze's leaving off to oz soon which hasn't actually hit me yet.
will i miss him? i don't know. we'll find out, shall we.
amelia came back on sunday and that lucky ass went to MOS when in singapore and saw benny benassi. AAAAAAAAAH, whattttttheeeeeeeeee. well, at least she's back to complete our trio. hehe.
aites, going to go do some cw. adiiiios.