Monday, May 15, 2006
listening to: freak me by silk or
someshitlikethat.feeling: hesitant.
now, im sure all of you can relate to that feeling you get when you just can't seem to decide whats best for you and wish somebody would just make the choice for you. being a 5
teen year old girl, this obviously could either be:
a) about boys or boy.
b) family issue.
c) friends issue.
being the
stupid-boy-crazy me, its about
numero uno. yep, you got it -
"a." so, theres a guy who i've been dating and im not sure whether to continue so or not because, well,
i just don't know. there's moments where im not sure about him or if it'd even work at all, or times when i think about everything he's done for me and does to me and it just makes me so sure that this is the way to go.
yeah, obviously im not going to take this seriously just yet, but do i really want to get into another relationship and experience all that
bullshit again? i guess i'll just let life flow and see what happens, eh? argh, im just so
confuzzled.
older guys suck.ok, nothing too interesting to blog about. exams are in a week, a date i dread.
what is it about girls? why is it that the dangerous guys always attract us and we get the urge to date them, even when we know that it's bad for us and can only end badly? i think its like
cynthia and i said, we love the rush of adrenaline they give us, the way they make life interesting and the hope that maybe we'll be the one to get them to change for the better.
whatever, this is too much for a week before exams. i need my tiny brain for partying, not
dramaqueen thoughts.
too much over dramatization is not good for the nail-biting habits, yes?hehe, wait nevermind. i have
nyan helping me. xx.
ok, in other news that i've just remembered, there will most likely be an after-exam party. invites only and it'll be the teen party of all teen parties. hrhr, anxious?
okay, adios.
.dee