Saturday, April 22, 2006

listening to: that song from him.
feeling: wary.

so, updates for the last few days.

mm, friday's assembly was so sad. it was the ib's last assembly and they gave this entire video presentation with lots of pictures of them and one of them had kanna in it. i started crying. siigh. i'm going to miss soph a lot. all the chicks i've grown up with.. gone. blah. they also played lots of songs which added to the saddening effect.

hehe. then after school on thursday, went home with cynthia after we had stayed behind to do art with adam and margaret . ok, so it was only adam and i doing the art, but they liven up the mood. hehe. then we were in the car and i did what i was meant to do a day early. hehe. so fastforward to church class because i'll just skip that bit. not because its bad, but because its too private. ;p

we arrived to church class early and it was the same as usual. i did say the closing prayer though. that was nerve racking. and i totally bullshitted on this quiz thing. nevermind, cant be stuffed to explain. hee. on the way to class, we saw two car crashes though. i guess it was because of the heavy rain. hrm. poor people.

yesterday margaret and cynthia slept over and we stayed in school till 3 or 4 just so i could finish my art coursework, which i happily managed to do. now i can slack off all i want! anyway, we then arrived home and got ready for the disco whilst laughing and talking and dancing in my bedroom, as is usual.

the disco was a 70's themed one but had lots of techno and glowsticks/beaded necklaces were on sale which was so cool. as usual, there was the drama but this night, cynthia and i didn't give a damn and just danced the night away. saw lots of people who i haven't seen in ages and most likely won't see for ages to come again. [hi, haz. i saw you. you waved at me. it was sad. ): ] i danced with lots of people, people i knew and people i didnt. i can now say that nick can definitely grind. haha. *snicker*

anyway, then after the disco, us three and nabilah laid out on the basketball court and just looked at the stars, talking. y'know that deepthoughtful girl type talk? and after that, us three left for home where we collapsed on my bed, talked and then went downstairs and watched a weird french movie. we fell asleep infront of the tv and got woken up by mom the next morning. hee. so after being woken up, we went to my room where we passed out on my bed again. cynthia stole most of the covers and i can now say that i have proof that my bed can fit all of us on it - minimum.

so woke up, did the talking thing again and just bummed out around my house, chatting. they've only just left to go to church and im still in my jammies, alone in the house. hehehe.

so, i lent my usb drive to him and i only just checked it today with the girls. he'd left a souvenir on it for me. haha, and a song. im happy, even after all the trouble i've been through. we'll see how it goes, eh?

ok, i don't think i have any homework due soon. yippee! and im too lazy to write any more updates, as well as the fact that im too lazy to. bah, i go now.

adios.

--you'd better be worth all this shit im going through, thats if anything does happen.--

_dee.x0