okay so its finally a new year! .. oh. yeay. another year. i had a crap new years. ergh. got dragged to my parents party which was not fun because of numerous reasons.
a) being cornered by two teenage boys who were intent on making my night miserable and trying the stupidest pick up lines. b) being violated by the hundreds of drunk adults. ''oh whoops! thats your bum?! haha better get my hand off it then, eh?'' *wink wink nudge nudge* (please. i'm 15. not 40. get somebody your own age.) c) having the father of those two sons attempt to set me up with the youngest one. (do i look that sad and singe?!) d) having some drunk ''fortune teller'' lady tell me that ''i will get married late in life because i am picky, i am charming.. and i will be FAT.'' (WHATTHEHELL PLEASE!?!!? do you WANT to encourage anorexia/bullemia?!) e) the thoughts running through my head of all the wonderful places i could have been, instead of... yeh.
anyways i guess i looked so down and sulky that my mom took me home at 11 and went back.. so i was stuck. on new years. alone. in my house. in my room. reading and crying. *yes yes. i am a crybaby. whatever. dont deny it. YOU are too.* then at 12... yeh. sucked. buuut. then at two or something,nyan called me.. which cheered me up a whole fcking lot. and then at ... er. .. i have no idea. snuck out to a party. siigh* so all in all... it wasnt that bad thanks to some people. :) hahah. you know who you are and i am so grateful. thankyou*hugs~
haha okay so uh.. 2 days till school andnyansbirthday. teeheeeee. i'm half looking forward to that day and.. half not. (the waking up bit.) even though its so soon.. i haven't done any homework. whoops. ah wells. i'll do it the night before, as usual. and yeh yeh.. i know. not good. blah blah blah.. but i mean.. i'd be awake anyways because of my screwed up sleed schedule, so why waste time on useless things? why not use that time to do homework?!
still need to buy belated presents but i've been locked up in my house so haven't had the opportunity yet. dammit. but i wiiiill! so don't worry people. xmas//birthday presents miteee be a bit late.. but you will be getting one eventually.
anyways gonna go. hahah xoxo
.dee
get freaky.
dee.
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how 'bout you make up your own mind about me?
"sexy is using a feather...kinky is the whole chicken"