i just dont understand most people anymore, well if i ever did at all. but the ones that i do understand, i am so fcking thankful for. when i was stressed out and needed to calm down. they were there. thankyou.
this weekend has been. uhm. interesting. its like a show. heh. i would love to tell you all.. but i think its just one of those moments where you had to be there and experiencing it. that and im a lazy ass.. to lazy to type it alllll outt. heheheh. but i will say, i want to remember that night forever, and i most likely will. :) both the bad and the excellent bits.
so we got our new timetable for school. the good news is that friday doesnt suck anymore.. the bad news is that monday does. gah. just greaaaatt. the first day of the school week.. and it suuuucks. ah wells. i think i've lost the will to do school. i can't be stuffed with anything anymore.. ergh. whatever.
its a saturday niiight. i shouldnt be in on a saturday night. damnit. i want to be in a fast ass car [i wont be picky] and just driving along with a friend [no, not me driving. i cant drive for shit.] on an empty highway at top speed with the music playing and then stopping at a beach and just sitting and staring at the waves with a drink in one hand and digging my toes in the sand, listening to the waves crash and staring out at the ''champion''.. which i've seen. its a fire in the distance that you can see from the coast. it never goes out and its where all the oil is burning. according to somebody, many people think its the sun rising when they see it.. and when i saw it, it does look like the sun rising.. or a huge volcano in the distance. its amazing. its an ''in the moment'' thing. :)
right im going to go now. too lazy to type anymore. too many things on my mind. heh
ciao.
.dee
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