i cant believe it. i go to school and after arriving at my form room and seeingcynthiacrying, i burst into tears myself and then we were all emo for most of the day. gahdidntmeantobe. i think we scared alot of people.. im sorry. :( blame the music too. sides.. why is it that when we're feeling totally uber crap, we listen to depressing music which just brings us down even further? there was one good thing about this whole crying issue. it showed me who truly cared and i did need a good cry. siigh. oh and i got alot of hugs. .. but thats normal. heh. hugwhore.
im so confused with my life right now but whatever. i wont talk about that. heh. doesnt matter, comes with being a teen eh. today diiid get a biiiit better though. i got to see people who cheered me up, and some problems were resolved. weheee~ i do still want to go back to that night again.
okay so gadong as usual on friday, lets hope it was better than last time. i think it might be though. anyways, its amazing how the weather suits my moods. heh. random much eh. roight uhm.
hmmm. chinese new year next week. whoooo_ means holidaeeeee. heh. and looottts of fooood. food is good. i want the chicken in my oven right now. so effing hungreee. oh btw.. if anybody finds little strips of paper glued onto tiles and tables in the physics room with sayings like ''cheer up, it'll get better eventually.'' or ''smile because you're worth it'' in the physcics room.. thats me. :) trying to attempt to cheer people up makes me happy. lets just hope it does.
right cant think of anything else to write about. heh. gonna raid my friiidge.
ciao. oh and boys really seriously uber confuse me. haha understatement of the year.
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"sexy is using a feather...kinky is the whole chicken"