why do we thrive on hate? it really seems like it nowadays and im just getting more and more confused. you accuse us of ignorance and bitchiness. have you bothered to look at our side of the story? have you tried to understand us? it sure as hell doesnt look like it. you complain about your lives being ''hard and hectic''.. well to put it bluntly; thats shit. it is not. being a junkie teen on the streets, now thats hard and hectic. being a homeless starving kid in africa, thats hard and hectic. compared to them, your life is a breeze so stop being such drama queen and get over it. Try for just once, to understand and look at both effing sides.
did you ever even care? do you even know what some of us are fucking going through? please, at least if you're going to fucking bitch about us.. do it to our faces instead of stabbing us in the fucking back after all we've done for you. thats just cowardly. whatever. i cant be arsed to care or try anymore. you didnt make an effort, so i wont either. i admit we had so many good times. but if thats the way you want to end it. then fine. you can go screw it up. i dont want to be troubled anymore.
''i guess this is goodbye then'' .. but the thing is. i will always be here for you. siigh. im too weird.
soridhwanleaves today... im meant to be seeing him off at the airport right now.. but i have no ride. my parents are out and im feeling really crap. we were twins =p. same birthday. im gonna miss him so fcking much. who will be random with me now? who will hug me now? who will tell me to calm down+ breathe? who will be there for me at 3 am online? who will walk with me to the shop? who will laugh with me at the most immature things? who will i have one word conversations with? who will i steal their hat off?who will be there for me.
i didnt even get to say goodbye.
life just gets better and better doesnt it. hah. we need to start over. maybe i wont screw things up as much if you just give me a second chance.
.dee
get freaky.
dee.
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isb.
eurasian.
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how 'bout you make up your own mind about me?
"sexy is using a feather...kinky is the whole chicken"